Fwd: RE: [Helpers] K-list archived digests & the FST links...
Sandra Davis
sandradavis7 at yahoo.com
Fri May 6 16:12:31 PDT 2005
--- Mystress Angelique Serpent <Mystress at fire-serpent.com> wrote:
> Please forward this to the helpers list.
--- Mystress Angelique Serpent <Mystress at fire-serpent.com> wrote:
> Date: Tue, 26 Apr 2005 14:11:36 -0700
> To: Sandra Davis <sandradavis7 at yahoo.com>
> From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <Mystress at fire-serpent.com>
> Subject: RE: [Helpers] K-list archived digests & the FST links...
>
> Hello, Sandra:
>
> Thanks for understanding.
> I realized later, that you were suggesting something different,
> but give
> me slack for being awake for +30 hours... :)
>
> Sometimes suggestions for improvements are useful, you understand
> what the
> technology is capable of, better than I do.... but there is so much
> to do
> already, that expanding on it and making the "things to do" list even
>
> longer, is discouraging.
>
> I need to get things crossed off and done, to get my life back. So
> much
> energy going into uncompleted projects... like too many cords pulling
> at me.
>
> Like I wrote about the 100 list... too much free association for
> me
> means things get too big and never get done. I live in the infinitely
>
> creative space of the Void... my ADD challenge is more about
> narrowing
> focus and prioritizing. Goddess energy and creativity are infinite,
> but the
> moments of the day are precious and finite, and even a 30 hour work
> day
> doesn't change that.
>
> I am overwhelmed... I like it for the helpers list to be a little
> social, and I recognise that it is good for helper morale to have
> some
> personal contact, humour and off topic stuff, but when I am
> overwhelmed,
> one avoidance behaviour is to distract, wander and ramble,... and
> your off
> topic questions feed my avoidance behaviour.
>
> I like it that you are interested in my long term plans, but
> talking
> about them takes me out of the moment... and in the moment, I have
> paid
> appointments to schedule and complete, soap and CDs to mail, grocery
> shopping, too much email, lists and a Tantra school to run, a
> Vancouver
> workshop to promote, and a host of other stuff to deal with, too
> tiring to
> list... even stupid stuff, like someone writing wanting a refund
> because
> her daughter paid for the course march 8 using Mom's paypal without
> her
> consent... she already has the CD, has probably copied it, and has
> visited
> 14 pages online, so how do I calculate a refund? How old is the
> daughter,
> anyway?
> Some people's kids, eh? Stealing to gain access to info of
> enlightenment, bizarre..
>
> You are right, for the most part, my vision of what I want is
> very
> clear and Goddess inspired. I'm not in charge, it just looks like
> it...
> Please forward this to the helpers list.
>
> At 10:34 AM 4/26/2005, you wrote:
> >--- Mystress Angelique Serpent <Mystress at fire-serpent.com> wrote:
> > > Some of the questions you are asking me lately, I have already
> > > answered in the archives, sometimes less than a week before you
> ask.
> > >
> > > At 04:31 PM 4/20/2005, I wrote:
> > >
> > > Best to divvy a few lessons each, otherwise many people will be
> > > finding the same links. Remember: We only need a few good ones.
> > > 20 is too many, a dozen is good, but fewer good ones is perfectly
> ok.
> >
> >Umm.... in no way was I asking about the links. Sorry for my lack of
> >clarity. I understand what you wrote less than a week before, and
> from
> >my perspective, in this email I am asking & proposing something
> >different. Sorry. I'll stop suggesting new things for now. I am
> getting
> >the sense you're quite clear on what you want, no more no less - and
> >expanding 'the picture' is something I constantly have to reign in
> >about myself when I'm working with people. Sandra
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